As I am writing my recent publication, some words were deleted. This a common error. That causes my sentence not making any sense. As stated, I wrote the validation written as well. After, two duplicates declarations, the MD sent the order to my pharmacy on file. I picked up the med @ 6:00 pm, the same day prescribed, as I was running errands.
At 8:00 pm exactly, before, I descended from my vehicle, for the next errand. I stopped, took one pill, I have been in a fog for years due to Chronic Insomnia due to high level of stress from the career, that I chose with frequent, interval vacations 2- 3 weeks as permitted. I love my career passionately although very hard. My heart is in it 100%. I have never suffered from a burnt out which is common in my profession. The trick to my happy face with increased loads on the days assigned to work is simple.
I look into a new adventure picked from my wish buck list. My first travel lasted a month! That is when, I became an avid traveler. I travelled very frequently as a single young woman with no burden for years. Then after having enough fun as a Bachelorette, leaving home unofficially. I rented a furnished apartment.
At 28 years, I found my Prince Charming, we got engaged in 3 months, spending half of his weekly salary in dinner. When his funds were low , I guessed he had to pay rent every six months from a luxurious apartment complex , paying for car insurance as well. He offered to cook for me! He cooked several a four -dish meal, gourmet style, with candle lights, & soft romantic music in the background! I worked per diem then high pay with no contract. Meaning, I selected the days that I worked with no questions asked.
These meals were more sumptuous, more romantic & gourmet style, four dishes, with candle lights, soft romantic music in the background. Love was palpable between us. They were immensely better than the fancy restaurants! I was radiant! My dream came true! He stated ” I knew of you before I met you” He declared looking straight @me, his handsome face, his blue eyes shining with love holding me captive with mutual sentiments, I felt.
He stated ” God informed him, that he was going to meet” Martine, the woman, who is going his soul mate for the rest of his life” I truly also believed it! Alas ! After 23 yrs of mostly happy times than bad times. I tried 2 years to save our marriage unsuccessfully. I was forced to let him go or DCF threatned to take my twins away , they were nine -year old, who we waited 14 yrs to conceive! Just, when they turned six year old starting 1st grade, I stated to my Mom visiting her with my added family. My second daughter plucked a yellow flower from her garden , gave it to Grand ma & soon followed suite by my boy. We were laughing & crying of simple joy. I declared then ” I have it all thanks to The Divine Mercy” I made a cross for affirmation.
Misery struck the next year, the year, the twins turned seven. The age of reason for some kids, some kids as early as five. Per evidence base, the age is 8 yrs old universally not mentally delayed.
I had not cooked since entering The United States as a Alien Resident @ the age 15 yr-old. I remembered, I came on a Friday @ end of June 1981. School ended in my native college(private school ) $20.00 per Semester or 3 months. I am proud of My Country deeply, for the second Province of Haitians, Cap- Haitien Residents all of them declared & Stated ” Death or Freedom” General Bonaparte, a French a Conqueror of all over the World feared as Undefeated Rival descended with his Naval troops thinking with his troops & taught , ” He was going to have The Negroes of my Beloved Country for snacks.” We had only rifles. He had all the sophisticated artilleries at his disposal. I saw in our Elementary School, ” Haitian History ” that he looked fearless & confident as a third grader. Flamboyant in his Uniforms wearing high white boots, with a white panache on his head. He was medium height, like somebody else I know. He was a picture of pure elegance.
The School had a solid reputable reputation which is an- all girls school administrated by American Caucasian Nuns. The Nun Director spoke & wrote fluent & perfect French. She was at least bilingual or more. The name of my College attended for 3 great years still name to the present “Regina Assumpta” or ” Virgin Mary Ascending to God’s Kingdom, The Earth Mother of God”. per Scripture.
By the way, I just vomited for the sixth time spontaneously/involuntarily, controlled projectile vomiting by using a waste basket near me. I am not sick! Anybody knows why? I would love to hear your opinions/statements/ declarations. It is Ash Wednesday Brother/Sisters of all 5 Continents!
Begin your Repentance today. All statements made are concise, clear, valid, not a fallacies . I can not speak fallaciously, no matter, the consequences, because. I am an Heiress/ Servant of The Living Almighty
Good Early Morning / Good Afternoon,/Good Night to All/ Blessings to All. Forgiveness starts at home wichh is the hardest. To be let down, to be hurt purposefully, to know/ feel treason by the persons who love/ care/nurture/sacrifice for with glee, because, I think they are worthy. They are still worthy for I forgave each of them each time they hurt me.
The-Used to be trusted friends/ Neighbors friendly &helpful friends have turned against me 2 1/2 yrs ago although I did any of them any wrong. Yet, I quickly pardoned them. This is the main teaching of The Just. ” Forgive, so He can bestow more Blessings on you” I simply put it in practice. It get easier every day.
For what would become of me ? Memory Loss, Severe Lack of Focus,Deaf in one ear, mild vision loss 7 n0 supp0rt except an elderly Uncle & his Family none. My own abandoned me. Yes, I am happy, serene ,& complete for The Omnipotent takes care of my needs by sendings his Angels in all of lifethat Ido not know ,but discern, by unknown donations, by restituting, My Snap for no reasons & jsust< I made a phone call, An Angel responded, & got me restituted 2 weeks later. I do not know how my bills are paid for God puts money in my account when Silver Lakes Community Associations & their Sharks & Whales Attorneys froze my account. Charges seizable fees for no reason, because, they have loops to do so. They refused to debit my established account for 28 years. , I had a legal firm paying them over 30yrs without no lapse.
That was not their fault, they did their best. They were no matches for these unscrupulous individuals.
They saw me as an easy prey, non employed with severe memory loss & medical problems. They are fools. They have no idea long suffering bring me closer to The Healer, Who heals anyone who believe in Him with Unwavering Faith without understanding. It is that simple.
Yes! Yes! Yes!. DCF has used His affluent/Influence to invade my home with false allegations 62 times. A high Contributor to Charities/ Parishes/Reputable Charitable Institutions {thithy five} @0 % of my gross income to Tidings, UnBlemish Bacground/ Volunteer for 20 years, harmed no one, easy to for give, that is why I get so many Blessings. Try it ! It works! I see it! I am my voice/voiceless. anything can happen to me, , I will be fine with it. For anything happens to me, Jaroh knows it before it occurred. So I rest in the silence.
*80% of my subdivision & beyond are spying on me 24/7 relentlessly. I do know ingrown/international terrorists do not have the same scrutiny as me. I am a dotting Mother, attempting to instill discipline June 10th, 2024 when my teenagers deliberately harmed me. I knew my life was menaced by my beautiful inside/outside teenagers, a replica of their Father/my eldest. I love them still. Although there is/ will not ever be any romantic engagement between us now & the future. I had a long time friendship, integrity , honesty, fidelity, a superb cook, & many more attributes from this partner for 23 years. That is priceless. I will not sit silently/idle if any one tries to use them as soft targets. I will roar until all of you come out of your hide outs. You can count on that!
The Omnipresent dwells in me. Which one of you or all you combined has a 10 tenth of his Power? None! He gives you all power. He is The All Power. He is so loving,, He loves us good/bd for we are all His Children. Because, He is so Graceful, he allows us all the freedom without restriction, “Free Will” to use the power as we please.
I have zero privacy, all my conversations are recorded. all my actions are srutinized. for what & yes, my new neighbors @ 2911SW 174th Way who makes most things disappeared including the med which gave me instant clarity disappear @ each refills. The med is inspired by My Celestial Father, the day, I missed a dose, I regressed mentally immensely. You take great joy at disappearing my precious med by the third dose/pill. I separate the bottle in half. All the meds are there on the fouth day except the miracle pill. Every time, I call for an emergency visit, The MD is empathic, I gave the MD some ideeas, , how to refill the med. The MD could not. I truly know, The MD could not. My inspirations were not feasible.
For the record, I have had no major Depression, High Anxiety/ Auditory/Visual hallucinations as the meds prescribed by Dr. Patrick Pinchinat. He gave foolish excuses why he prescribed them to me. After 8 yrs of misdiagnosing on 2 mental illnesses. I finally walked away when he had only 3 malefic predictions for me.
It was too much, Unappreciated, hated by loved ones, Assistant Manager in my unit set up many entrapments for me to get fired. Again, the miracles of Abba are endless. The Intensivists/ Specialists in Severely Critical clients,/ Clients/ Clients’s family vouched for my endless work without a word of complaint. The bad /good /Angels mixture rallied for the team worker that I am for 37 years working in my career.
My Angelic Manager stated to me ” Martine, I can not chose Your job over mine” Three weeks later, I was fired without doing anything wrong” I consulted a labor law” He took my money & stated ” Unfortunately, there is no law protecting any employee, The boss comes in today &does not like your face, that day, yes, he can fire you. Sorry, However, I will get you Workman Compensation” He did for at least 3 months or more. I am not sure.. Thenext day, I woke up from being fired ever.
I usually leave an establishment after 7-8 yrs of employment. I took full employment for medical benefits 7 401 K benefits. By God ‘s interventions, I usually choose the best stocks offered. I surpassed the 3% match of the Institution usually @ all times. I left an employment ,did so for a handsome bonus & same pay or $1.00 extra depending on The HR Official Hirer for my profession. It always ended well by Thy Will.
Recently DCF a team of Angels. They were so empathic & remembered me well with my ex & my eldest. I would say ” You look familiar, the still Young man probably, a father by now, Stated ” I used to come years ago” I was so embarrassed, I never left my porch.
They left me a lot of information. When I read them , I had left a message for 3 individuals that came in my home. . The officer, I left a message for him via Deputy Sanchez. After. I read the pamphlet, around 9:11pm, I texted 4 individuals stating my children are not eligible for CBT. They had gone to that process before. They had just finished a last round of Therapies, each with individual therapy & a group Therapy. Both therapies post their Birthdays of Dec. 2024. They are wonderful 3 children inside & out to everyone except me. I accepted medications or years of therapies have done nothing successfully. They all had a beef with me for unknown reasons. Again, I, forgive them, love them, but also , keep a vigilant eye on them for they violated my trust for 7 years repetitively.
That is truly heart wrenching. Unknowingly, I raised 3 spoiled children. My eldest is an adult. I will continue to pardon them ongoingly & all distractions, so the blessings still pouring on me. I will be homeless with the teenagers &, they seemed not to care. It does not make sense nor do I care. I am living my Blessed life!
The CPI sent me an immediate response. The team came on last Friday Feb. 28th,2025 @ 4;30pm. 30 minutes teenagers got home. They were super courteous & friendly. They requested me to call both teenagers right away. So I followed their instructions promptly. I did state for a second time,” I will never & ever call the Police again.” However, the Police or anyone can knock at my door any time. I can’ t stop them. Friday @9;11 pm I texted four individuals.
I stated the teenagers do no meet CBT. The response take the children on Monday , March 3rd.@1;00pmAt 12 Noon, when I was ready to enter 2200 Commerce Street, suddenly, the text change, be @ a different adress @(Am! Puzzled, I called the CPI, she was her cordial self @ stated she will reschedule.
What happened to” no student left behind” I stated to the team , the Teenagers get tutoring, M,W& @ 5:30 pm, we are 20 minutes behind. She asked zillions of questions about my mental status, many rereferring about Auditory?
/ Visual Hallucinations. Finally, I courteously stated all your questions have a common factor” Then the Field Supporter in front of many faces, I could see, I am still placated against the front door stated ” Do You feel you can hurt yourself or the children if pushed too far ?” I looked at her directly & gave her a clear concise response, ” I am in a good place & no one can take me from holding His feet. I further stated,” He wants all His Children come to Him” The CPI & the main Office Policer looked at me surprisingly. Finally they took their departure.
God is My Only Master. He is pleased at my response for truly, only Him can save me or anyone or anything. He created The Living / Non Living beings. That is our answer! If I am gone, He knew it before me. What I do know my soul will rest in Eternal tranquility, like my residence will belong eternally to SilverLakes Community Association.
Again Blessings to All my Brothers/Sisters around the World! Four Races/Five Continents/Five Oceans. We have different names for Him as we know “There is Someone Grander than all of us that we can not see with the naked eyes. He is Whom, you feel comfortable calling Him/Her.