“This special day is not just for lovers…. It is also for Friends who love each other. Happy Valentine’s Day My Friends”

I am blessed to be alive and healthy, surrounded by heroes in my fallen times, emotionally and mentally supported by Medical staff, Nursing Staff, Clerks and Therapists as well as family members and friends in my complex convoluted family issues. This afternoon started very hectic and challenging, yet by God ‘s miracle the evening ended in high note spending time with family. I must credit my eldest who made the evening extra special. Love is unconditional, Love is patient, Love does not judge. I am God ‘ Servant so is my household so I do not have to fear when my life is a swirl of problems. I take my problems to Him and call His name in Faith and he never fails me. I saw myself getting lost from Sally Beauty Salon and getting lost going home at 4:15pm. A 5mn drive.

I ask my psychiatrist if I have Dementia. he stated no. He states that I am very anxious , have cognitive impairment due to prolonged insomnia. I am moderately medicated and yet, many nights, I can not sleep. I have my eldest who’s restarting school. An ex that has long HX of being abusive verbally and physically. I thought marriage is forever. It is not the case for everyone. I am learning to take baby steps to take care of my needs and my youngest children. I am fortunate to have a wonderful, healthy mother.

Be thankful, wherever step you are in your life and try to be an angel, a friend to a stranger. that goes far with Our Maker. We only need his approval, no one else. I want to thank in the bottom of my heart an ER physician at Memorial Miramar and Dr. Gaines at a mental clinic who got through me that I am valuable and worthy and taught me better coping skills. I am using these skills ongoingly. I am sure better days lay ahead for me and my family .

Regards,

Martine Severe-Smith

I am excited about this New Year 2022! My focus will be on Faith, Family, Friends, Fun, and Food. Our Savior birth should be celebrated for 8 days after Christmas. I will celebrate Him all year long. He is my Rock and Abba. How great Lord is! I am facing many difficulties, however my yoke is light, because He is sharing it with me. He is always at my side guiding me when I am scared, when I forget important details. He is there to soothe me and comfort me letting me He loves the weak ones. I am His Servant and His Heiress at the same time. God is all. My wish for the world is to turn to Jesus Christ when they are happy or sad. My life belongs to the Lord. With Him, and in Him, I find all the joy , smile, comfort, and peace only The Living God can provide. Amen! Halllelluia! May the World receives The Lord’ Love and Peace!

I thank God for His many blessings: Faith, Family, Food ,Fun Health, Family, Friends, Love and many more. The last 2 years have been hard for many but prosperous for others. Let us know, material wealth and status do not define us In God’s gaze. He only has love for all of us. If you have love for your neighbor, your certainly have God. Do not seek revenge to those who wronged you. God knew it before you do. I pray for all you suffer for addiction, divorce, cancer , hypertension and diabetes, and loss of loved ones. Especially, those who died from Covid-19 whom died with no one to hold their hands. God is Merciful and Divine. So I am fully expecting to have a joyful, smiling new year despite obstacles and unexpected problems that will arise. I have no fear. Our Savior is in control of my life. I am His servant. I thank all the friends and family members whore share my belief. Have a Faithful, Prosperous, Happy New Year to all.

Today is the most important day in the world. Our Savior took the form of a babe born in the manger. He lived among us as a child then grew up. At 12 yrs old , He started preaching. At 33 yr old, he allowed Himself to be crucified to save the world. He cleansed of all our sins. God created the world and made himself part of the world. I am in constant awe for the Love that He shows us everyday and every second. He is always awaiting for us to turn to Him. Life is full of challenges, obstacles and tribulations. But if we keep our eyes on Him, we sure get the greatest prize, for He can give us what we can not give ourselves at any price: Life. So live your life fully, being happy within our ordeals.

Be Happy , Give Him praise and glory at all times. Merry Christmas 2021 to all and a Heathy and Prosperous New Year 2022. Let us not waiver despite our sufferings and shortcomings, that He still loves us. Let us work in being better Christians and even non Christians to be kinder to each other, especially to those who need our help. Love is all.

Last year Thanksgivings and this year Thanksgivings have a lot in common. Last year 2020, it was the Covid-19 Era. Now, it is the post pandemic Era. We are rebuilding our lives. A lot has changed and we can not go back. One thing is that I am certain that God loves me unconditionally. I depend more on My Father and less of this mundane world. I receive blessing for each breath, I take. I do not worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow is not mine. I live my life for Him, hence I become carefree, joyful & vibrant and I am able to share the good news: His Word. Seek God, He is waiting for you. I experience huge setback in my life, but I have no fear, for God is in control. Blessing from God to the world. Halleluiah!

Good Evening, Mr. Carlos Migoya, I am God ‘s child and so are you.  I believe in His leniency.  I am certain as there is God, He will help you to show forgiveness in true good people as myself.  Up to now, I believe every word most people have enunciated to me.  Due to candidness, I still have, and I take  everyone word at face value.  Although  that is 80% not true what they state, there remains a 20 %  genuine people that I meet.

I have learned in a harsh way , honesty is not the best method at most time especially in public matters.  For my past statements, I became infamous and tracked down, in every minuscule way possible.  You truly  have been given the power by Our Maker.  One day, in this life time or may be not, He will continue not to forsake me even in  my death..  He will remain in me dead or alive.

You are influential and too angry to hear me ask for forgiveness.  You have the ability to use anyone to give me misinformation or placate me with obvious wrong answers while I do know they are fabricating stories to me.  My current genuine request for forgiveness has so far gone on deaf hear.

I made statements that I took back sincerely. You do know these repetitions of statements were copied by others, who use my name as a cover up. I do not talk back in both sides of my mouth.  Again, I will continue to apologize for making you feel humiliated and made you feel like less than a hero financially and structurally to many foundations that you help strive and personnel entrusted in your care.  You see me as I crossed you. I am not even a Community organizer.  I simply love to help others.  Now , I can’t even help myself.  God, Our Father will sustain me in my trials.  Open your heart, Mr. Carlos Migoya and let Our Father in.   I understand your fury hence, I am not angry today or yesterday at you.  I hate no one  today and will never in my lifetime.  Hate has no place in my heart.

I will know when you forgive me when my life is no longer upside down.  Have a Blessed night Mr. Carlos Migoya  from one of the many God’s servants..

Good Evening Mr. Carlos Migoya,  I hope you that had a productive day.    My reaching out to you is not your  priority.  You possibly could say to yourself. ” I just have her exactly where I want her, scarred and and be more scarred”.  I admit that I am scarred .  The fear of the Lord is within me.  Your conversion is on Our Father’s term not mine.   Good night Mr. Migoya.

Good Evening to you, Mr. Carlos Migoya.  I am sent by Our Divine Father to ask you to reconcile with me.  You know my ins and outs and I am truly a golden heart who does anything for anyone including my family and strangers.  Due to my naivete, I publicly stated non flattering, shameful statements about you.  I take them back.  As a powerful person, who has global power,  that did not sit well with you.  I understand that recently.  Do know the information that  I share with you years ago has been rehearsed  by others than myself.    Other persons who have used the information publicly over the years without my authorization and my inability to stop the publications.  You have total knowledge of my life past and current and the frequent publications over the last 4 years were not from me.  I was receiving these  emails my self.  I did not know who was sending them and how to stop them.. I am fearful of Our Lord. He asks me to seek reconciliation with me.

I do know, it is totally up to you because you hold all the cards.  Your riches and influences are allowed by Our Maker.  You are successful and powerful because, He allows it.  I made a public mistake last 4 months to rehearse the past.  I am paying heavily for that mistake.  My family, my children, my friends and myself  are suffering because of my  past statements.  I am paying for a insurance plan which I can not get service from.  Doctors are writing prescriptions in contrast of what they stated  to me about myself  and child.

I am stating it to you, Mr. Carlos Migoya for the sake of those whom are dear to me even strangers, I ask humbly to let go of your anger toward me which I certainly deserved.  It is not just I who come to you, it is the people that are affected by your unlimited power.  I am a little pion who has embarrassed you. The same pion also comes to publicly asks for forgiveness.  Reconciliation, forgiveness will not make you weaker in the contrary a bigger man than you  are today.  Our Divine Father will judge us all.  He created all of us. You will do anything for your family.  I am very stressed about the events of my current life. My present statements are genuine.  Please find in your heart to forgive me.  I am asking  you as you are a child of Our Father.  Have a Blessed night Mr. Carlos Migoya.

Today is a Remembrance day of how  Radical  terrorists attempted to exterminate our grand nation.  They never show humility.  By Faith, resilience and determination, we overcome our enemies.  Today, I am humbly asking for a chance that I may not deserve but may obtain for your compassion in pardon.  I am a proud citizen of our great nation and my mistakes are great and deep.  I am not pardoned yet for my past statements which I made.  God forgives us for our trespasses. My trespasses against Carlos Migoya CEO of JHS are many.  Since I know, he is my brother in Christ, I am sure one day, he will forgive me for my trespasses against him and other accusers as well.  As a  human, I think he  and the others will take time to give me pardon for my vindictive and harsh words in the past. It was truly a bad judgement on my part.  I used Carlos Migoya, his name multiple times in unflattering terms. I will spend easily and with hope, someday, I will be forgiven by all 5 of you especially you, Carlos Migoya.  I thank you for not hurting me . I regret my past and take back my past statements. Be safe Carlos Migoya.  Be well.  God loves us all.  I never, never hated you or anyone ever in my past or present.

 

I am writing  this note on my free will.  I am apologizing for my public statements towards whom I recorded as villains.  I listed five powerful persons as my enemies.  I apologize for that.  I stated that Carlos Migoya is the worst of the villains.  I hundred-fold apologize for that. I was out of line.  All 5 persons, I enumerated are huge public figures.  I made an astronomical mistake. I am able to write daily a note asking for forgiveness for the name callings, I made so harshly and without thinking.   The statements are  unfairly. Today, I see my past mistakes and I am saying wholeheartedly to  forgive me if not today, but in the future.  Carlos Migoya with his vision has made Jackson Health a vigorous enterprise.  All his dealings have benefited our state and country as well. Great Job CEO, Carlos Migoya!