Martine Severe-Smith RN, BSN, CCRN, LNC

Love, Praise, Worship Jan 20th,2024

Good Evening Everyone!

I thank God, the brothers & sisters who have answered my prayers. Thanks to you, I will not be arrears in next month’s bill. Thanks to all brothers & sisters who show fellowship to another brother or sister in need. The credit is well appreciated for it will be put to effective use. If the soul is willing another donation or credit at your own time will be very appreciated. I wish you all as before Healthy, Loving, Peaceful & Prosperous New Year 2024! If you so desire, you can network to give as much as you can later in the year. July will be fantastic if you can lend a hand to another brother or sister like myself. Have a Blessed & great night to you & your love ones.

Martine,

Happy New Year 2024!

Good Morning Brothers & Sisters in- Christ!

We are Blessed if we see the beginning of any new year! We have a chance to improve ourselves holistically. God has given us a second chance to make it right with myself & others. It is been just a few months ago that I am raised in the intimacy of My Creator. Love your neighbor as yourself is a very tall order! With all my constant prayers, I really doubted, I could reach that echelon. With pain, long suffering, discouragemeent, feeling alone & persecuted make me reach the bottom of the abyss with no help in sight.

Knowing God has increased for I wanted to come out of that deep well. As I pray more sincerely, He told me if I want abundant joy despite tribulations, I have to forgive & forget each time, I think someone wronged me. I am an Heiress of God. Therefore, I am no longer a victim, a great number of Christians and non Christians do not have God dwells in them. It is the purest joy, completeness & no time measurement.

So I do so sincerely & prayerfully to know Our Redemptor on such a personal level. I am a disciple of God. It took me multiple decades to reach this closeness to Him. I can never finish to work on my

self improvement for there is always something in me that neeeds improvement.

So I wish everyone : Good Health, Peace, Joy,Love ,& Prosperity, above all, a closer relationship with Our Savior. Your life now may be well now. But it gets 100-fold better with Him as Your Leader. I speak from experience. He never changes, He is always there. He is ready to take your hands. The question is are you ready to freefall in His arms?

As I live my life abundantly in joy, I do not declare there is perfection around me,there is jealousy, tension, rivalry, greed, Atheism, criminals, assassins, rapists, perverts,molasters that live on this earth. Thank Goodness, it is not all bad, there is people working on unity, justice, equalism, friendships, angels that walk on this earth as always, teachers of the Word . Humanitarians & Philantropists & much more.

The choice is yours. What you want to be ? A goood person or a bad person? We have both. The sad reality is we have more bad than good ones. The harvest is completed. There are few laboriors. God gives us free will. We chose what we want to be. We do haves Judges in our county, state domestically & internationally, They form their decisions based on the exhibibitions presented & the formally chosen persons to view the evidence as well. One person speaks in behalf of the whole group. Most of the time, the Judge agrees with the verdict given by the group. These Judges are not the ones who are going to judge our Spirit. There is a Grander, Majestic, Loving & Humble, Alive Person, yet invisible to the naked eyes that is going to judge our souls.

Are you ready to get your souls to be judged by the Maker of the World? I truly hope that you are. I am! I am ready to see The Almighty right now!

Then, there will be no more pain, no more loathing from others,no more pursuit of me as I am seen like a criminal for being a Humanitarian , a murderer to get rid of all public roads. Yes, Yes, I am ready to see My Judge shedding this body, seeing finally face to face My Abba. I no longer live for this world, although,I am part of this world, a sinner, However, I know longer live for myself , but for Jesus-Christ Who dwells in me. Thank you Lord, for The Holy Spirit that descends on me. Thank you for taking me as I am, broken & joyful in You!

Your Humble Servant & Sinner

Martine

THE NATIVITY: Christ is born!

Good Morning to All!

We have awaited this day with trepidation! It is finally here upon us! What a majestic & magical day! The kids are singing everywhere, the adults’ bustle & rustle to put the finishing touches! Going to Mass/Church/Gathering place to worship God ‘s beauty, bounty, grace & love for all human kind. He died & raised up after 3 days to rejoin, The Father, The Spirit which communicates with us at all times. The Trinity is a mystical mystery that makes sense to only believers. Blessed are those who do not see & believe!

Christmas Eve is the start of the magic & starts Dec,25th around 08;00: am or later & lasts for two weeks; The family gathers in cheers, chatting & drinking hot cocoa with smores makers. A totally fun day and thanking God for our reunion. Lots of sweets, different nonalcoholic drinks, Eggnogg is my favorite. Different displays of foods. As the grand finale,sharing presents that most of us wanted or make allusion of what we wish for X-Mas. Happily, everyone exchanged gifts & wishes each other a Healthy, Peaceful, Loving, Joyful, & Prosperous New Year 2024! Let us pray for those who can not employed the Word: Christ saves me! On their behalf, we pray from them singing for their liberty, spiritual growth,physical & financial independence. All is possible with God. I have several powerfully deep pocket corporaration who wants me dead & my family. Do know I am Heiress of God, not a hair should come out from my skull without His authorization. ve done me much harm to me & all harm not coming in fruition because of My Celestial Father. As my relationship deepens in God, I see my foes as my brothers & sisters who reject God for the wealth of this earth created by Our Maker. I shoud & will forgive them as many times as they deliberaterely cause me pain. Living for GOD is a joyous, peaceful, happy time that no one can take away from me no matter how they try. I do not enter in peopple’s business, just do not ask me to lie for you. Or to be flogged & expect to say thank you. As a disciple of God, I can’t. He will take care of all I have seen & not seen. One fact is certain. I will never be alone. A the New Year is coming is coming in few days: Start repenting, stop to gorge me & others who are defenseless. Earn your profits legitimately, not robbing your employees, stop making misssion statement that has no value to you. Stop vandalize the poor, the under-represented, the vulnerabble as myself. Would you like your billions to be minus from $100.00? You woud be furious. I will not. I am asking you brothers & sisters of deep pockets when someones calmly states,you take their monies & not delivered good. Be a good sport and a good example, return the money to his\her owner who do not demand penalty fees. Sending hand wrench to do your dirty jobs is not cool. I pray favoritely for you to change your malicious & pirates ways so you & your family can enter in the Kingdom of Christ one day. Simple statement” more that you steal; you can not go with a cent with you in your mausoleum”. Up to the seventh generation will pay for the grand family thief. Check it in the bible, brothers & sisters. I pray for you. I do not hate you. I share with you what I find in Scripture. Be better brothers & Sisters! I know you can!

Your Sister-in-Christ,

E- Signature: Martine,

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Happy Thanksgiving, Thursday 23rd,2023

Thansgiving in the USA is a big to do event. It certainly ought to be with the early settlers had very little to eat, out of no where.. turkeys were walking lazily in the field & mysteriously corn were ripe ready to be consumed! What a beautiful true story! The early setlers primaryly from England were so overjoyed that they set up a big table,eating & laughing genuinely with each other. People who they did not know each other were invited. They also invited the Indians to share their meals. It was a day of Grace & Unity. The Indians gave homage to the sun, the moon & the stars. NO one was criticized by the way, they expressed their joy for that day. This manifestation of ready foods withouth the need for chasing for preys was occuring near the 11- month of the year.

Good Morning to all my brothers & sisters around the world!

So a truce was made among the Indians chieftains & the English Pilgrims to put their disputes aside & commemorate that beautiful day together. It is a worthy tradition that immigrants of other countries when embarked in the New America’s gladly welcome that tradition. You get to know new family members, chat with loved ones that we have not seen for a year or more. Each member brought a potluck so they have food in abundance that day. Music. dance, folkores , karioke are learned from each other. It is a day to reminice loved ones who had gone to Their Maker upstairs , keeping a vigil eye like an angel to their families still living on earth.

More importantly, I learned less than 2 months ago, the application of controlling my anxiety, my failure,my sensse of not being worthy. I am no longer allow the negative vibes to depress me for long. I dispense of them as soon as they hit my brain cells. I no longer allow anxiety to cripple me, I no longer feel persecuted. and if I know that I am, immediatly I state to myself, Father, forgive my brothers & sisters for they do no know what they are doing, sincerely.. I forgive & forget the incident. So I feel happy & loved because, I am never forsaken no matter the circumtances.

The more, I forgive & forget those who cause me pain, the lighter, I feel. Maslow hierachy levels must have been inspired by God. Success does not mean at all self actualization. Few of us reached that level. We are Christians, but not disciple of Jesus -Christ. We want Him to do what He needs from us. Do we take the time to ask Him what He needs from us? Religion will save no one. Our Faith & following His steps are challenging. However, no one will be alone if we choose to seek Him above all else. Having a frequent communication with Him, will keep one grateful, rid of pettiness,free of feeling revenge, do to others that you would like to be done onto you. That is the second commandement. At least, I thought, I would never reached there. The few that reach self actualization are usually in the eigthy plus & most of them are Blessed for living in good health in that age range.

I acknowlege, I am an Heiress of God, so I no longer feel victimized. I checked with my Father with every breath I take, unless when I am sleeping. The more, I forgive my brothers & sisters who hurt me deliberately, the more, I hold on to the Living Christ in my life & asked for their pardons. I instantneously feel better. I am going forward, not going back. Every day is a Blessed day for me no matter the circumstances, I found myself in. I do not carry my yoke alone. He is always there to protect all his lambs.

I challenge my brothers & sisters to be more than Christians, but His disciples . This conversion does not happen easily. It occurs when The Divivine Mercy is perfecting us from our sorrows & tribulations . I can respond sincerely & confidence, I am a disciple of Christ. Doing the Creator work is not easy at all. I truly accepted Him, a long time ago, I do love Him above all else.. However, love those who wronged me , I asked punishment for them. Now I am interceding in their behalf to be transform as well. Now, I am able to say it aloud & sincerely, that I am living a more holistic life, Thank You Father for never forsake me & others who truly seek You.

I am basked in your love. I am complete. Having you leading my life is the best prize I can dream of. Use me to be a testimony of your love for me and others who will seek you, Jesus-Christ. I glorify You & need You @ all times. I am ready to see you face to face any time , You call me! Amen! Halleluia! I praise You, I exalt You. I bow down to you Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow & always. Your humble Servant, Martine,

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EASTER SEASON 2020 April 6th,2020

Hello everyone, I state that everyone should utilize social distancing at all occasions which is recommended by CDC to curb the spread of the virus.  I blow kisses to my young children and air hug them.  I did give them the rationale for this new practice. I am healthy and they are as well. I am doing my best to keep it that way.  Yet I still touch  my pts. to check a pulse  and render them nightly care.  I care for them with the same enthusiasm before we come to the Covid 19 era.  I am not the only one.  Our doctors and therapists do the same.  Big thanks to my employers who make PPE’s available to all employees every time we enter pts’s rooms ,and our ability to call for more when supplies run low.  I feel encouraged by the response of our CEO at my employment  as well as the CEO of the Organization.  I felt their devotion toward their pts. when I was hired.  Our CEO is pragmatic, sincere,intelligent, humble and easy to talk to.  Our CNO is smart and very much hand-ons gives up update on the units and answer our questions  if we need to be tested for the virus.  We can be tested in our own facility. Our unit Director updates us daily on the new guideline on CDC recommendation and changes.

Our ICC’s are amazing developing strategic plans to minimize spread of the virus on affected pts.  I have given direct  care for a long time,except  for one year, I did in administration management, and I went back to bedside.  I love giving  direct  care and I still have the same passion.  However, due to family dynamic, I must look into a career change.    I love my organization,, the environment, the managers,the Charges,, all the people , I work with.  They all are great.

Incidentally, I hear a recording  on all my home and work conversations.  I did not understand it.  Dec.19th, 2019,  I spoke to a Judge asking him to lift this ongoing recording on all conversations that I make.  He assured me the Court has no jurisdiction, no interest, no legal authority to listen to my conversations even to protect me.  It a total HYPPA violation.  It is strictly prohibited by law.  I have heard this recording for 3 yrs. not knowing where it came from.  I was puzzled.  One night, a person at work made the recording so very high, I could not hear the person voice, and the increasing noise gave me a pounding headache.  I was suffering from that cacophony.  That very loud noise sent me  an alarm and contributed to my finding of the source of the unsettled question I had for 3 yrs.

I am who I am, and have not changed over the years,minding my own business, a non gossiper, compassionate, engaging, hard worker, passionate, informative,no non sense, pragmatic and respectful to all, truthful, non accusatory, forgiver. Forgiver is a must for me or else,I will be angry or depressed or both.  Responsible, Committed to the pts., families,doctors,Director, NM, CN plebotomists, pharmacists and techs, all in all.  I am not a trouble maker  I am a straight shooter.  I am asking the ones in power who have these devices to listen to me to my home phone and my cell conversations to hang it down and discontinue this practice for you have done for 3 years and had not found remotely anything concerning myself as a spy, double face, or hypocrite.  You find nothing on me remotely suspicious.

If you want to give me additional stress,I must say that you have succeeded by 10,000%.  I work holistically for all involved.  Being honest,and delivered compassionate care to all I touch.  T o those reading my blog,I am looking for another job that is physically less stressful and less fast paced. I also have a lot of responsibilities out of my work schedule.  I am looking for a new adventure with a happy heart.  I am open to organizations that I can offer service/ assistance not as a staff nurse.  I still love it, but I pay my due.  It is time to move on.  I am honest and sincere on all statements that I make.  Martine, the Humanitarian.

Happy Easter 2020 Season,March 26th,2020

Easter is a time of Renewal, Joy, Rebirth and Pardon.  This year should be no different from other years.  We are living in unprecedented time with this Covid 19 that plagues us globally.  We are baffled by this invisible disease.  Yet, I am convinced this shall pass as well.  We must profess Our Faith and do better hand washing to eradicate this virus.  These two tools shall be done in unison by all of us as healthcare workers as myself and non healthcare deliverers as well.  What is promising and wonderful is all whom I meet  while delivering care at my present employer is their dedication from paramedic,  cna,nurses, and doctors are totally selfless in caring for the afflicted.  I also see the same passion through our charge nurses, managers, directors, CNO and CEO working in cohesion to control this monstrous viral spread by following CDC recommendation.  Although, we have currently restricted  PPE’s supplies, we are still able to carry out our duties with proper gears.  We do not have abundant   PPE’s supplies.  We do have available supplies to carry duties safely.  I find emotional support while working at my current facility.    Everyone has a responsibility to curve the spread of the Corona virus.  AACN has free videos to assist the front line workers how to care best for our pts. as well as protecting ourselves, our love ones, and our communities.  We the front lines of defense tend to neglect ourselves, thinking only of those who need us.

Schools, Churches, and Businesses  are doing their parts as well.  Let us continue to take care of our pts.  without forgetting to take care of ourselves.  I, myself is a culprit of taking care of everyone else and neglecting myself.  Thus, let us help ourselves, our colleagues, our pts,our communities combat this germ together.  Martine, the Humanitarian.

 

December 21st, 2018

Christmas is almost here! Our brother, Savior  is  being commemorated in four days!  My family and  I are excited!  Christ is the reason for the Season!  All the gifts exchanges, the decorations, the donations, the festivities, He supplied them all to me with such generosity!  I  am frankly grateful for my health and my family. When something bad happens to us, He is not Jesus ‘s fault. For He is  faultless and perfect, yet the world never acknowledges it.

April 1st, 2018 Easter Spirit

Jesus is  risen!  He is risen for ever!  By His death and Resurrection, He cleansed all our sins.  As Christians, non Christians, Gentiles, Jews and non Jews He died and resurrected for all his children and future children.  He gives us a second chance.  This second chance is truly up to us to use it fully to do great accomplishments by utilizing our talents  toward our brothers and sisters we encounter daily.  We carry God’s message and make Him smile when we embrace and accept His Word.  His children will speak in actions not in words by offering love, acceptance,tolerance,time,  prayers, material good, money to the less fortunate, the marginalized, the destitute, the uneducated,the Poor, the Abused,mentally or physically. We can select one of more of these gifts today, hence make today a  better World for all of us. Please do not compare your gifts with anyone else ‘s offer for your contribution is personal and truly offered to Our maker.  May You Be Blessed!

Noel, Christmas Day, December 25, 2017

Noel means the birth of Our Savior.  Through His earthly birth, He gave mankind, an infinite rebirth.  We get rebirth, when we voluntarily and willingly agree to follow Jesus by actions of kindness, charity, Faith based on actions, justice, hope and love for the Poor, the disadvantaged, the uneducated,the marginalized, the destitute, the oppressed.  So many of us are rich in material goods, yet so empty mentally and spiritually.  We gain nothing and are nothing if we do not allow God as the Center of our lives.  We are in tune with the Divine Love because of the presence of the Holy Spirit within us.  From that unity of three Persons in one. We derive the model for our own moral lives, by the way we treat family members, friends,strangers and foes.  One ought not to be religious rather spiritual on all thoughts and actions.  Do not worry if you do not fit well with supposedly family members, or friends because of your virtues.  Only through constant prayers, eyes open or closed, you can  connect with Our Father.  Hence, Be Fair, Virtuous, ,Loving, Kind, Happy.  Be all that Our Father has in store for you!

Thanksgivings Recipe-November 23, 2017

Thanksgiving is a time of reflection.  It is a time to praise God, glorify Him, exalt Him, give Him honor and request His Grace.  He is the reason, we celebrate life.  Life is beautiful, precious,fragile, miraculous and can also be painful and ugly at times.  With Our Father , family and friends around, let us take this opportunity to be more charitable,cordial,more accepting toward all persons that cross our daily path.  In practicing so, you will see yourself be more in tune with Our Father.  As a result, you will see yourself more vibrant, carefree and truly alive.  You will see yourself less preoccupied toward mundane or frivolous demands.  Thanksgiving is also a time to reconnect with the family, update on each other’s life, meet new members and gobble, gobble  and more gobble!  Please, avoid gluttony!  Help the Poor,Console the widow, Smile to all you encounter.  Do not take part in physical or mental abuse!  Tell someone you trust of any abuse you may witness.Physical  Abuse is not okay!

 

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